Dear Bubba,
Yesterday is the day that me and daddy decided that we wanted to start trying for a baby.
I had just finished reading a book called 'Where Rainbows End' by Cecelia Ahern. It was about these letters that were sent between friends spanning more than 40 years. The story is about friendship and missed opportunities!
It made me think how lucky I am that daddy is my best friend and that I love him so much. I'm lucky I met him when we were 16. In the past 6 years we have been through alot to get to where we are now and I know that there will be more but i'm not scared!
Lately I have been working so hard and I have just got a promotion. All this is really good and I love the company that I work for but I dont want to work in retail anymore. I work so hard but all I do is come home and stress at daddy which isn't fair on anyone! I have worked there for 5 years now so it will be a shame to take such a leap backwards but I really thing you will be worth it ten times over.
I really want to be an actress or a science teacher if all else fails, but how on earth can I achieve that when I work 60 hours a week!
Then the book got me thinking about you! Our not yet concieved baby - but one that we both want so badly! The only reason we haven't had you yet is because we are both so busy - I have decided that its not good enough. I want a baby now! I want to chose you over my job and I promise that from herein I always will! The book made me realise that I should take the chance when I can. I dont want to miss out on the opportunity to have you.
I want to write this diary for you so that you can see how much you have changed my life!
Part of me is terrified and the other is really excited and happy that we have finally made this decision after 6 years!
Nana has been nagging me for ages to have a baby and your Aunty Clo wants one soon - she already has 2 so I think it is definitely my turn!
I can't promise that I will be a good mummy, that I will never make mistakes, or that we won't argue. I can promise however that I will love you until the day I die.
I can't wait to start this journey for me, you and daddy!
All of my love,
Always and Forever
Mummy xxx
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